By Funkiechick
(This is Joe's POV in season 02)
Why did I ever fall in love with her? I should have known
better. I mean, I get great grades, I'm cautious, I'm careful and I
think before I do anything stupid.
But you can't really THINK before falling in love with
someone. It just happens.
That's what happened when I fell in love with Sora.
She's perfect.
Her hair always look so smooth, her eyes are always so loving.
But those loving eyes aren't infatuated with me. They show
love for another. I see her admiring him, looking at him all the
time. Always trying to catch up to him just to hear him say 'Yo' to
her.
Why does she love him??
I mean, sure he's good looking. Way better looking than I
am. But he's reckless, loud and he's not even very smart.
I on the other hand am a 17 year old intellegent highschool
student. HE'S just a 16 year old soccer player with a 75% average.
Okay, so he's smart, but he's...he's..
He's everything I'm not.
I loved Sora since those years, when I was in the digiworld
with the old gang. She was so...cute. Smiling all the time. I
thought she cared about me...but then I saw the way she looked at
HIM, the way she talked to HIM.
She's beautiful now. And I have finally realized...
He loves her too. He loves her just as much as I do.
When she was kidnapped by Datamon, he cried out for her.
When her crest wouldn't glow, who comforted her? Who felt her love?
Him.
So either way, I don't stand a chance. They belong together.
They laugh together, think together...they even talk at the same time.
I could never think about another girl. Mimi is like a
little sister to me. I would never even consider Kari, who's way too
young.
He turned out EXTREMELY handsome, I admit. He has everything
going for him. He's funny, passes school with good enough grades,
athletic, kind...
He doesn't know I love her. No one does. I would never
admit it to her. She would be hurt, scared and angry. She looks at
me for the brother image.
Mimi was the little sister to me...and now it also has to be
Sora. She lookes up to me for brotherly advice.
I'll never forget when she asked me how to tell him how she
felt. I remember how she fiddled with her fingers, and asked me in
that wonderful voice 'Joe..will you....help me tell him how I feel?'
I agreed.
They're together now. Everyone's pretty happy for them.
Matt teases Tai about it, Davis tells Tai how lucky he is to
have such a cute girl, Mimi teases Sora, Kari giggles about the idea
of her brother getting such a nice person, TK thinks it's adorable,
Izzy proclaimed it 'prodigious', Yolei thinks they're the only GOOD
couple in the world, and Cody even said that he hoped they stayed
together.
They kiss a lot. I'm the only one who see's the dates, the
hugs, the kisses. I don't stalk...half the time I'm in the wrong
place at the wrong time.
I'm still in love with her.
I'm still in love with the girl who's in love with...
Tai Kamiya.
But I'll never tell her, she would hurt too much if I
confused her, when she thinks of me so much like a brother.
Good luck Tai, Sora. I know you're happy together. I hope
you both stay happy. I hope you relationship lasts long.
But this is it. I'll forget now, how I felt. The love I
have for Sora will always be there. But now, I'm letting the pain go.
Now if you'll excuse me,there's a girl at my highschool who's
been wanting a date from me for a while now.
I think it's finally time I give her a call.
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